Personal Log - Ens Jor Garan

[Jor Garan]

Personal Log - Ens Jor Garan
stardate: 305762.6821727549

"Ah no ta Bajor", it used to say in my native language: "I'm from Bajor". And this tag it's manifested in several ways of my behaviour anytime at all. Even now, here that I'm serving on the ship USS Shnar: my first assignement on a star ship. Indeed my activities on scientific research on USS Shnar is given me a brand fresh new breath, and after several years passed by behind a desktop, as a laboratory scientist and analyst, finally I feel the ice breeze of the new frontiers. Passing over surely any boundaries that work at Starfeelt headquartes didn't offer me previuosly.
Am I afraid of it? Only partially, due to the fact that I'm sure the Prophets should walk with me, even here far away from Bajor. But I don't know exactly what's waiting for me. I don't know if my researcha & development skills may be useful in outer space, where frequently it's a matter of survive, in hard condition.
Currently I'm working on some temporal fluctuations, a sort of subspace abnormalities. It's very exciting and it's driven my mind far from the worries about my newborn doughter. I wish to be with her, but I can't now. I hope only not to lose something irrecoverable.
I focus my mind on a Bajor mandala, that I've placed near to my consolle. It seems to look at me and an ancient bajoran proverb reverbs on my mind: "Never look into the eyes of your God". True, you should don't know what you find beyond.
I feel ready to engage myself in more than I ever have had in my life until now. Neither a Pagh'tem'far may divert me from my new task. Voka a bentel..let's walk with the Prophets!

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